This foolish game,
Tug of war,
You and me,
It needs to end
Immediately.
Love is a double-edged sword.
Russian roulette
A loaded gun,
You point it at me.
But I won't flinch.
I won't let you win.
Vulnerability;
It's a disease.
And you've plagued me.
As I lay infected,
Why- do I... smile?
Keep this coming,
And I'll eat your heart out.
My walls won't fall.
I'm the king of this castle.
And I don't need anybody
But me.
Emotions are a burden,
Love, the heaviest.
I once bore it willingly,
But that was the straw that broke the camel's back.
God forbid I ever play this game
Again.
Kiss me again,
And you'll end up used,
Like a tool,
You'll bec
I cried today.
And yesterday,
And the day before that.
Maybe I'll cry tomorrow,
Or the next day.
Who knows?
Life hasn't given me a break.
Change was never welcoming,
And I was never prepared,
But I had to endure.
Life doesn't stop to pity.
And neither should you.
Don't worry about me-
Panic attacks have become the routine,
Starvation replaces meals,
Sobs substitute sleep.
I'm a shell of who I used to be,
While hellbent on who I'll become.
I'm a walking failure,
Following in your footsteps.
I'm your shadow.
But why you?
You're a good person,
You try.
And so do I.
So why us?
Why this life?
What are we living for,
If it means nothing?
Verse 1:
Gone with the wind,
You left me high and dry.
I see it begin...
Right in front of my eyes.
My demise.
You left me alone,
Gasping for air to breathe.
Hopeless and broke,
Wasted of all my dreams,
Now I... Just sigh.
Chorus:
The apathy that's overcome me,
Is now bursting at the seams.
Abandoned and worthless,
All of our hopes and dreams.
You're dead to me...
And I don't care anymore... No.
So just rest in peace,
Because you are, dead to me...
Verse 2:
My heart lost its beat,
The moment you closed that door.
You left me on my knees,
I, can't fight anymore.
Why? Why me?
Chorus:
The apathy that's overcome me,
Is now bursting at the seam
Our eyes collide.
Fireworks.
Infinity strikes,
We are one.
Charismatic,
Colorful,
Legendary.
Never have I,
Anticipated such...
Divinity.
Your body,
My body,
Crash.
Bleeding light,
Pouring into the atmosphere,
An array of tranquility.
A prismatic chemistry,
Body to body,
Mind to mind,
Heart to heart,
Soul to soul.
We've become the Gemini.
Inseparable,
Dualistic,
Eternal.
The stars watch us,
The sky cries,
The earth shakes,
In the name of our love.
Time stands still,
Hearts bleed out,
Ancestors watch upon us,
In the name of our love.
The envy,
Our love creates...
Romeo and Juliet,
Eat your hearts out.
Our golden age is upon us...